All posts by jsmith19942013

Fear

I’ve been loving college and most things about my major, except for the politics. From how different things work with technology to other things. But some of the same things still remain. Worrying about people, about tests and about random things in general. I have been feeling relieved lately just wishing anxieties would go away or at least be unfounded. I know fear hasn’t come from God, and I know he doesn’t want me to be afraid but sometimes I am worried way too much. Lying thoughts saying what’s going on really isn’t good when in reality they’ve been better now than they’ve ever been. It helps being open to Brodie and Drew in study and to other people in passing but then it leads to other anxieties. I don’t want it to be a “poor me” thing, and I’m trying not to beat myself up too much about it. Every day is a learning lesson and dealing with anxiety.

Opinions……

I know I’m going to come under fire for this but here goes. There have been events such as the so called state of the union which has nothing to do with the state of the union, as well as the Cantore incident which disturb me. While I was a fan of the meteorologist his ego’s clearly gone to his head. Probably why he went bald because there wasn’t any room for his hair on his head with his ego already bursting at the seams. I once nearly photo bombed a reporter when he was in Circleville, Ohio for the Pumpkin Show. The reporter was gracious enough to shift the camera to the 14 foot pumpkin pie instead of saying something to my face. Being about 11 or 12 at the time probably would have made him look like a big bully. There is something most reporters seem to forget though when they’re out in public with a news camera and that is your out in public. Most people haven’t been on TV and most would like to before they die. As if an appearance on a news camera would make you infamous only for a short time. Honestly after over 2 decades working for The Weather Channel, Jim Cantore should really know better than sucker punching a college student on the air. There’s other ways of interrupting photo bombers like ignoring them or saying something to them on the air. If you don’t know that then you must have slept through broadcasting school sir. Cantore needs to grow up and be professional instead of disgracing the meteorologists like crooked politicians disgrace the voters.

Undefeated No More ?

I don’t know what’s more frustrating figuring out which game to go to, or trying to get the hang of how to use this site. Anyways, Olmsted Falls is playing undefeated Avon and it reminds me of another game I went to a few years ago when I was in school. When I was in the band my Junior year Olmsted Falls played Amherst who came in undefeated, we needed the win over Amherst and North Olmsted to get into the playoffs for the first time since 2006. Falls surprisingly won on a field goal at the end of the game 17-14. Revenge for kids who played the year before when Falls lost at Amherst by the same score. Amherst also lost at Avon Lake which meant that there was a tie between Falls and Avon Lake for the conference title and we made the playoffs. That year also Avon made the playoffs undefeated and number 1 in our region but got knocked out 42-35 by Sandusky who made their first playoffs since 1989 in a memorable upset. Avon comes into tonights game undefeated and riding a 28 game winning streak. Olmsted Falls despite their terrible 1-7 record could still make the playoffs with upsets against Avon and at North Olmsted. While we’re not in anyway in title contention for the conference, Brecksville-Broadview Heights in their last year SWC play is leading that race a game ahead of Avon Lake. It could happen twice for Falls, we’ll find out later tonight.

Suspicion

Well I was planning on publishing this in July but I got distracted with a lot of stuff. Well me and my big mouth, my safe driving streak came to an end when I smashed into a post in Avon Lake, Ohio. Seems like after I got rid of Murphy I went into the twilight zone finding out just how violent a character my ex boyfriend is, yes I said it. I knew he did mercenary work and I knew he has killed people and while I didn’t know he drugs people in clubs down in the Columbus, Ohio area (mainly Bexley and Obetz) with his ex who has HIV. I did suspect I wasn’t being informed completely so I never went with him down to Columbus or Marion. This ultimately saved my life from having anything bad happening to me at his hands, except him breaking up with me. Which I saw coming no matter what happened so while it hurt I was able to move on relatively quickly. I just knew I got the last laugh because Manchester City humiliated Manchester United 4-1 and I am no longer a dead man walking.

An Introduction

I’m new to blogging but since nobody else seems to care about my thoughts I thought I’d post them here. One thing I should point out though is that often when I type I don’t think about what I’m typing, if it crosses my mind then it comes onto the screen. So do forgive me if it doesn’t make sense. Well this seems to be good enough for a first blog post so I’ll leave it at this.