I’ve been loving college and most things about my major, except for the politics. From how different things work with technology to other things. But some of the same things still remain. Worrying about people, about tests and about random things in general. I have been feeling relieved lately just wishing anxieties would go away or at least be unfounded. I know fear hasn’t come from God, and I know he doesn’t want me to be afraid but sometimes I am worried way too much. Lying thoughts saying what’s going on really isn’t good when in reality they’ve been better now than they’ve ever been. It helps being open to Brodie and Drew in study and to other people in passing but then it leads to other anxieties. I don’t want it to be a “poor me” thing, and I’m trying not to beat myself up too much about it. Every day is a learning lesson and dealing with anxiety.